wad was i thinking...things are nvr gonna change...each time im always finding another way to bring myself up, onli to find a pitfall that leads me lower than b4...im always the one left behind broken...n its juz the way it is. so mani questions, so little answers... life always have to be that way i guess...this is the beauty of the system of life...its wonderful in some ways, horrible in others...sometimes i see the horrible side so much that i wanna live like like other ppl...to be able to live life again, to see the different views in ppl that make up Life itself...maybe its another question that can nvr be answered...life was nvr meant to be fair after all...