I have finally figured everything out. All my life I kept thinking
there was a pattern to Life, hoping to fit in. But I get it all now. I
was looking at the big picture that I lost sight of those around me.
Why look for where I fit in? After all, not everyone fits in society.
Its through making making your own reality that you fit in. If I had
just looked around, there is everything I needed: my friends, my
family. Isn't that what that matters? My life is complete. The system
of life is perhaps too complicated for our human minds to understand,
but I've found my meaning. Its the people around me who make me who I
am, and it is the people around me who can understand. Things will get
better for me from here, although some things will never change. If I
now treasure my friends, I'll never be alone. My life will never be
perfect, but it is complete. This world can't remove its weaknesses,
but that's what acceptance is. I've learnt to accept this reality, for
there is no second chance. If this is my reality, if this is my life,
so be it. This is the turning point of my life. This is another page,
another chapter. A new leaf turned, a new start. I am different, but
then again, everyone is different. This is my reality. This is my Life.
Find me at my new blog, http://www.theturningpoint-anewbeginning.blogspot.com
