im so happy its finally goimg to be the weekends...i hope i can chat with someone, if not i would've rather spent it in school...school was reali scary in some ways...im so much of a paranoid, i wori about trying to fit in...and i was talking to another new student (same year as me)...and he was like saying he LIKED memorising the numbers of PI while in his other school...(i was so shocked, but theres more)...then he went on to say that he didnt know that memorising the first few (not reali few to me) numbers could get him POPULAR in the school...i was totally shocked (another student said that guy bothered to memorise about a hundred, so i hope u understand me)...when i heard that i was so i would not be able to fit in (ppl say i think too much, and i agree, but if knowing is half the battle won, then i can say i left mani battles half won...)...felt so nervous in school, and bcoz of the initiation ceremony of the school, i found myself leaving school
at (guess when?) close to 9PM...note im saying PM capitalised...im right now taking the train home (9:15pm now...) but when im able to post tisup it'll probably be tmr...followed 1 of my classmates to the MRT train, met one of his frens along the way, and reached there, finding out that both would've took the train going the other way (talk about feeling betrayed by ppl i dont know - come to think of it he was the person who made me end up as biology rep, and im scared of responsibilities - not that i hate it, but im juz scared i do something wrong, and i'll coz everyone trouble...im juz so scared) ...so lonely that i actually spoke to another student (total stranger) that was 2 years younger than me...dont kniw what i was doing i guess, but fortunately (for me) it turned out fine...actually right now imso happy to be out the tunnel (still in the train)...the train is going closer already, and im feeling so lonely (changed trains so im not with the
other girl - i actually got her contact number lolz)...juz gonna be happy to get home... and hopefully my mother will let me use the com tmr...coz i hope to have someone to talk to...(reached home later at 9:30pm - quite early considering i expected to reach home at 10pm) hope i can wori less, play more! whoo hoo for the weekends...plz try to be online (i'll chat if i get to be online), provided anyone reads tis on time (which, being more of a pessimist, i wont reali think its gonna happen...but being a pessimist is not what some ppl think, like looking at stuff badly...its more of not expecting good stuff to happen, which would bring more surprise when things do go right, but usually being a pessimist doesnt make me want to enjoy it when it does happen, so i sort of end up not veri happy -lolz -, but at least baf stuff wont hurt me so much haha...)...going to start thinking of other stuff already...but i think i'll go sleep first...i'll enjoy (at least
i'll try to) the weekends tmr (after my chinese tuition, that is)...yea um...good night