seeing other ppl in NUS high has shown me more sorts of ppl...its
getting more and more confusing...i cant seem to find time to think,
and it keeps me awake every night...my mother said that when ppl cant
sleep, it meant that they r stressed...and so she keeps asking me if
im stressed or not at school...i juz cant bring myself to tell her
about all this thinking and stuff...but i feel that something is
missing in this society...its like every1 is a piece of puzzle that
can somehow fit into society, and every1 belongs in a place...but i
feel im in the wrong place...and also its like theres something wrong
throughout this whole system...but i cant point out where this is...im
kinda like mapping out life, and its most probably impossible...but
theres this faint hope...like scientists can figure out the structure
of the Earth thru seismic waves even if they nvr got to see the
mantle, and others can figure out atoms so such details that its
impossible to think that the best picture of an atom is a bunch of
grey dots that are meant to be gold atoms...maybe i have the chance,
but then again, theres no way to experiment with life...theres no
second chance, and i have veri little experience...but im still gonna
find out wad i can...im looking for ppl to help me with
this...experience is not needed, i guess...but i juz need ur time...if
any1 is willing to help plz tell me...im reali hoping to have a chance
to see thru the different views of life...