i think one of the reason y i do not easily enjoy myself is bcoz of my
allergies...juz yesterday, i had alot of rashes appearing all over my
body...it was itchy, and when u looked at my skin, it would appear
like i had birth marks all over my body. the doctor said it was an
allergy...either i have taken a medicine which i was allergic to,
eaten seafood, or something else. i didnt take any medicine, so the
first possibilty us out. also, i didnt eat seafood in the last few
days so that possibilty is out too (though i am a little allergic to
seafood) ...so i have no idea what i m allergic to...i have a slight
allergy to seafood, my body cant take cold milk well, and now i have
another allergy that i have no idea about ...if i didnt have these
allergies, i juz might be living life a different way...i don know
every factor that caused my life to be like tis, but i know im still
in search of truth...hope you have found your meaning to life