life is full of what-ifs...i sometimes wonder alot of these...and i'll
juz get lost in my imaginations...its so scary how different life
could me if something else happened imstead...it may not look like
much, but it means alot...maybe we start from a short time ago...wad
if u had passed the exams with flying colours? wad if u had went to
some other place for the holidays? wad if u had went out with your
frens the other day?...this may seem small...but the further we go
back, the more significant it is...like wad if u had not wemr to the
school u r now in? wad if u had not changed homes a few years back?
wad if u had not met the best fren u have now?...lets go a few more
years back...wad if u had been born in another time? wad if u were
borm somewhere else? wad if u were born differently?...to go to the
extreme, the changes might juz be drastic...wad if the Issac Newton
was not born? wad if Earth did not exist? wad if life was different as
we know it?...

i guess alot of stuff here could have happened, alot could have
not...i dont know...life is so weird...for example...in a game, i
found a fren i thought i lost...juz that 1 second i took to find him...
(i've been trying for a while...)...but what if it happened
differently?...wad if i didnt bother to search for him (i usually
found him offline)...wad if something else happened...wad if i nvr
found him...
i think i was foolish...i kept losing frens...i made so few...and the
frenship juz falls apart bcoz i didnt bother to ask for their
contacts...i guess i was young and naive...i juz took everything for
granted...i guess my life was so crapped up...its juz another reason
im tis way - losong hope on life...hope u still have your meaning of
life...God bless you